The person I respect the most, the person I am most grateful for is Mr. Shimada, who was my former boss and also my husband's boss. For me, for my parents, and for my beloved husband, director Shimada always does his best. And yet, that day he made me like a demon and raped me like a doll. I commit to each day so violently and powerfully that I turn all my feelings of gratitude upside down. As my guilt towards my husband grew, my body sank into a wave of pleasure